I finally realise...

....that it is so difficult for me to decide the perfect course for me because:
1) i'm too much of a perfectionist
2) i'm too afraid of failure
3) i'm too picky
4) i'm interested in TOO MANY THINGS.

And they are....*take a deep breathe*.....actuarial science, quantity surveying, psychology, pharmacy, medical imaging, radiography, architecture, medicine (yea, again), dentistry, biomedicine, chemical engineering, accounting etc. etc. etc. etc. etc.